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Saturday, 29 July 2017 • 12:06 am • 0 comments

Hello. Has it already been a week? Or weeks? Can't clearly recall the last time I was here writing stuffs. I guess busy-me is clearly the forgetful-me.

But anyway, hi!!! So I'm back (and wildin'!). I'm doing just fine, as always. My health wasn't so well last week, that when we had classes substitution on Saturday, I couldn't go because my fever was so high-

I went to the clinic and ate some pills, I'm back to the (uhm), healthy me(?)
Yep. Atleast my voice doesn't sound so husky like before, it was so awkward to do presentation in front of my classmates with my clearly unclear and (super) husky voice. *screeches* send help.

Actually, I got nothing to talk about. There was nothing interesting happened? To me? So far? BUt I just want to write here, just to fill my before-sleeping-time session. Writing makes me feel sleepy somehow, that's why.

Uh oh talkin' bout sleeping. I've been dreaming about lots of things lately, it wasn't about creepy stuffs though. In fact I can't clearly remember, what I'm sure about is that I don't really like it. I freaking flinched?? In my freaking sleep?? I hope it ends soon. I would love to sleep without any disturbance.

Aight, lids are heavy. Princess of Procrastination is going to bed. Ily all my readers !!! (if there are any)

x 일라

Clouds

Friday, 14 July 2017 • 3:09 pm • 0 comments

As I'm writing this, I'm comfortably resting in my dorm (more like a room but lets just call it dorm, okay? Whatever-)

Sooooo. It has been weeks since my first day in this college I'm currently in. So many things have changed, obviously. From being friendless to friendfull(?). Most likely, yikes. #AqilaJustInventedADamnWord

When I first came here, homesickness was very hard to endure. I didn't cry myself to sleep, but I missed everyone back home that it was hard to sleep at night. Weeks passed, assignments piling. I must say that it somehow helped me from thinking about home too much (like I did most of time).

Being in college is fun. You get to meet lots of people, make tons of friends (if you are a social person OR semi-social person), and most importantly, you get to learn a lot of new things! That's what excites me the most when I first came here. #NotANerd #JustSomeoneWhoAppreciatesKnowledgeAndEducation #LolK

It has been only two(?) or three weeks since we started studying. Study and dying, indeed. Assignments be knocking on your door and once you opened your door, they came to crash you like a tsunami. A very irrelevant metaphor but well, you get mE. yOu gEt mE ? Yep so don't open the door

In fact, I have so many things to do but since I slept late(max 4 am) EVERY night because of so many tolerable causes (study,assignments,binged on watching dramas oops, etc) , I need to do some recharge too. Lol. I'm going to take a nap for now, and obviously, finish as much works that I can finish tonight.

I'm still working my ass off to avoid procrastination. I know I can do this. I'm positive. 😉

Until then, take care!
Ila x

p/s: i now have like 6 friends and some acquitances in the college full of 2500+ people lol it's an achievement okay don't judge
p/s (2): proud(ie) of my self(ie)

Worn

Saturday, 8 July 2017 • 1:38 am • 0 comments

8/7/2017.
Hello. So I'm back again. It's the first week after our one week raya holiday. Its really late here but I dont mind writing here in my blog. I just finished revising and doing some lab reports too anyway.

So! The first week is.. Kinda hectic. Is, why is? Because the week's not yet over. Believe it or not, We have classes substitution tomorrow on SATURDAY. S A T U R D A Y.

Seriously.

All these non-stop works and studies make me kinda a mess. I have so many things to think, in a student point of view ofcourse. Like, how to save budgets 101(food is hella expensive here), how to manage time wisely 101, how to make friends and socialize 101(still working on it), and the list goes on and on.

All these thinkings make me feel so empty inside and I cannot lie, that I really long for my bestfriends back home in LD. I was just thinking that maybe if we go through this together, it wouldn't be so hard, because there's atleast someone who can understand and listen to my problems and concerns.

But how can one grow up with having no time to experience life by himself?

See. I know I'm in the process of growing up right now, things like this make people mature. I still disagree with the cafe's food prices though. ＜（－︿－）＞

Okay anyway. I think I made a progress!! I made some friends in class and now I have my own lecture seatmates. Hoorah! But well yeah, I still miss my bffs all the time though. Especially Shannon and Anne. ︶︿︶ I hope you guys are doing just fine. I miss you fams, xx.

That's all I guess, good night. Got Classes and lectures to attend tomorrow (yay).

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