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what holidays are for ???

Sunday, 15 November 2015 • 11:22 am • 0 comments

Yes. Exactly. What holidays are for if it's not for someone who's not lucky enough in life like me. I mean, everytime when it comes to holidays it's always will be me who do all the house chores. I'm not protesting or anything but just-- i feel so tired doing the same thing all over and over again. But afterall, isn't that what we always do in our lives? repeating the same shits. I'm so exhausted everyday since it's always me alone at home doing all the piling works. From doing the dishes, sweeping the floor, folding the clothes, mopping the floor, washing the dirty clothes, cook, watering the plants and even feed my pets! huh, im such a busy "housewife". Yet there's always no one there to accompany me and help me with the cleaning. What am I? a MAID??? ugh, have mercy on me. Everytime my parents are home, they'll always moody and let everything out on me. I'm so depressed! I shouldn't be this sad and down by this age.

These few weeks back then my family and I went to KL. It was a nice trip yet tiring. For me, i prefer to go travelling by myself of with friend rather than with my family. It's because my dad doesn't seem to handle his emotions real good. He was literally like, mad at everyone if there's a thing that doesn't really go on his way. He hit me once, with his fist. Also literally like, throwing everything he saw at me. I'm really lucky aren't i, friend? I jfeel like im his least favourite daughter. I just wish that i can switch my soul with someone else's. I wanna know how it feels to live in comfort without anyone around you that makes you so depressed and down.

Ah ah, what a life I have. Also from the bright side, I can actually dance! yay to that.

girl online going offline. x

Back to Normal

Saturday, 1 August 2015 • 9:10 pm • 0 comments

Hi guys! Assalamualaikum.

It's me-- again. If you didn't noticed, I just made some changes with my blog! For example, the header. I know I know--it's too simple but hey! Don't blame me for not blogging nearly two years (!!) and expect me to remember the coding and stuffs. I lost my creativity. Haha HA.

AND I am so gonna summon (do you summon your creativity or is it just me--nvm.) and recall my creativity back like how it used to. Gosh, I feel so dizzy at first since I lost track of awesome blogs that helped me a lot when I made my own template. AKA this one two years ago. So like, kinda feel like a lost child in the middle of supermarket except this is blogging world not supermarket and kinda feel like stABBING MY EYES because I'm so asdjlhgsjaldhhsk with what should I do first.

And here I am, with my new header. Just header though-- I didn't change any of it aside from header. Oh! and cursors.

I bet you feel the same way when you're designing your blog?

Let me know what you think! (and your struggles!) hyu.

girl online, going offline xx

ASDSSAHDKFLS OVERFLOWING EXCITED-NESS!!!

Tuesday, 28 July 2015 • 3:55 pm • 0 comments

Hello guys! Oh my god, you'll never know how much I missed to post something in this blog of mine! It's been a long time,isn't it? I missed you guys *sobsob* (if there's someone somewhere out there that read this well yeah)

So like, I kinda found-- wait no. More like discovered something that I really fond of these few months that I was MIA-ing from my own blog. It feels very peaceful to finally discovered what I really like to do. And guess what it is?

It's reading! *fangirl scream*

I wondered why didn't I read dem piling books before instead of just let them dusted up and stuffs in the corner of my bedroom. hahahAHAH

side note// tELL ME IF WE HAVE THE SAME INTEREST!! KYA < 33

And so like, when I was at my bestfriend's house last week- she showed me this book, and I quickly attracted to it! I asked her to lend it to me and yeah she did. Not just because of the cute cover of the book but also the synopsis and plots. I'm currently reading it to be honest, that was when I suddenly inspired to bring my blog back alive, and to share what I feel with you guys. Cool isn't it?!

I suddenly get inspired by a book and I guess it really makes me feel something, more like a fresh start to my blog and my life. Where I can share everything that I want to and be myself without being judged by everybody else.

Guess you feel the same as me too?

Share what inspired you to start a blog!

oceanstrong going offline xx

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